Sometimes I Care

[lissalysikan]

Mostly I can't. It hurts too much. Doesn't matter to me that I is dying, I has been dying since before I was born. Seeing nother peoples that I love die hurts too F-ing much. Dani died while I banged my head on a walls. Peoples on tumblr says I should be mad about stuff that they doesn't even understand. I can be mad - I is unhealthily mad. About stuff that makes sense. Is mad about you fucking assholes making little boxes of who is LGBTXYZ. Peoples what want to hurt nother hurting peoples instead of grab their panties and wade into battle with the peoples what is actually the enemy.
Nah - attack your allies. It's easier, since they is already beaten down and hurting. Stabbing people in the back is much easier than actually fighting for rights.

Comments

[elbren]

as a woman in american culture, people have been telling me how i should feel about things my whole life, and it's made it harder for me to be honest with myself about what i do feel, and i (in my 40s) am Done with that nonsense. so peoples what tell me how to feel about anything get a "that's interesting" and no further engagement from me.