Weird writing issue

[lissalysikan]

As I try to write more (carefully) to combat my tendency to Baby-Speak I have found I am leaning toward erotica. Not intentionally! I just seem to slide that way as I describe people and their relationships - then I lose track of the story I was trying to write. I'm not sure if that is a bad thing or not. I enjoy writing it, but it is not ... fulfilling (grossly overused word that doesn't seem to actually fit the feeling but I don't have a better one off the top of my head (that is already strained at making 'normal' words) ). Punk said her feelings were hurt - thinking I was going that way because of a lack of some things in RL - but we settled that. Now she says I'm just a pervert and should accept it and just write what I feel to write. Except I feel to write of a conflict of faeries in the not-fae world WITHOUT making them sex toys. My brain likes to fight with me. WAY too much.