Update for no reason

[lissalysikan]

It has been a while since I said a thing here. Mostly because it has been a while since I could do much besides hide in games and virtual worlds. I play in ESO, socialize in Secondlife and OSGrid, and try to write my stories, and pretend RL isn't real. Not healthy, I know. But I do it because anxiety and depression are really difficult to deal with without strong meds, and I don't like the weird feels the meds bring (the dreamlike feels especially - I find the intentional escape of games and stories preferable to the 'forced' escape of drugs).
The strongest drugs of mind altering effects I like are stouts. My current fave is Founders Brewery Breakfast Stout. In limited amounts, enforced by Grim and Punk.
I have been writing again. Mostly rewriting "Tinky" and the start of a dark story of the war between Fae and the world we consider 'real'. A changeling that wasn't accepted so never became a 'human' has to deal with the crap of not belonging to either.
Anyway, that's my update as best as I can do from a phone. I should have brought my laptop out here, but I wasn't thinking I would write anything when I came out to enjoy the rare cool weather.

Bye for now.

Comments

[a_natural_beauty]

Hey, I just thought I would read some of your older entries and say I hope you've been staying well ~

[lissalysikan]

Thank you for your good wishes.
Staying in my forest and leaving the 'interact with actual people' stuff to Punk and Grim helps a lot :D.
Also - thank you for replying to this entry in particular because I have been floundering a little on what stories to get back to (else I keep writing 'new stories' and leave everything half (or less) finished). I am a little stuck in "Tinky" but the prelude to war story is developing (after I chop out a lot of garbage bad moods added when I wasn't looking :D ). It's still very dark, but it's intentional, not "brain was being weird so plopped in crap no one wants to read".

[a_natural_beauty]

You're welcome! :-)

I hope you are able to get back into working on "Tinky". I have a fear of starting new stories for fear I won't finish them. That's what I did when I was younger and I think it effected me badly emotionally. So just one story for now.

Keep up writing ~